| johnnie walker's red ( @ 2029-09-08 15:47:00 |
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There were times when procrastination was seemed less dire than this. No matter how stressful putting off writing a six page essay until two am the morning it was due might have seemed, it was certainly not life or death. And maybe he got off a little on the rush of adrenaline that came as his fingers clacked against the keys. And maybe he did it because he enjoyed how good it felt to finish it and turn it in. To turn around and say, I cranked that bitch out in two hours with just half an hour to spare before school started. The panic was there but it was never so overwhelming that he couldn’t function. What was the worst that could happen anyway? A docked grade because the paper was late? A frown on the face of the teacher as he walked into the class room empty handed with some lame excuse. Blaming this or that instead of owning up to the fact that instead of writing the paper a week in advance he kept putting it off in favor of playing guitar with Harvey, or going with him to check out that new band at the blues club down the street.
Tonight, however, procrastination was more than dire. Bordering on life and death as he scrambled around the small house on 716 Clover. Kelsy had never been the most organized person but when it came to his music he liked it a certain way. And cramming loose leaf sheets of paper into notebooks and shoving them into his backpack had never been the way he planned on keeping the album he was writing. So much was riding on this, he thought, as he haphazardly stuffed the lyrics to songs into the spiral bound notebook that had seen so much travel that year that it was frayed at the edges. Their album could make or break them and he didn’t want to be one of those bands that never quite made it because the their debut album was mediocre at best. Kelsy didn’t want to be mediocre. Which was why he had put off evacuation until the last fucking minute. When he was in the groove he was in the groove and when they started evacuating his block he simply refused to leave his house behind until he had finished the song he was writing. This was made all the more difficult by the impending doom hovering over them as the weather grew increasingly worse. Made all the more difficult by the fact that he wasn’t even risking his own neck for this, but Harvey’s as well.
When it became clear that he had no choice but to pack up and go, or stay and die, he decided they better get the hell out of dodge. Which left them with a last minute scramble to get all of the work they had done on the album so far, to protect it as much as they could, and to get out of the house while it was still standing. Once he had the last bit of paper he gave one more sweep around the house, trying to find just anything that he could. In Harvey’s room he had made a grab for the framed picture of his mother, the one he knew the boy would miss if the house was gone when they came back, and he wrapped it into his t-shirt from the Zoso concert he had taken Harvey to see on his fifteenth birthday. It had been the closest thing he could do to taking him to a real live zeppelin show at the time. Of course it wasn’t the same, but it had been fun. Now that was all he could think about as he held the picture in his hand, he was about to duck into his room to grab the stuffed bear he had had for as long as he could remember when he heard Harvey yell from down the hall that they needed to go. Now. Instead of going back to get it he just jogged down the hall where he put the picture down on the table and stopped to tug on his shoes. Then he was running out to the front door. Okay. They were going. Now.
The door ripped clean off of the hinges and the irony was not lost on him. If the wind hadn't been threatening to uproot the tree in the front yard he might have taken a moment to reflect upon the doorless house and how now it was the perfect domicile. No, there was no time for reflection. Only time to tuck his head down and lift his arm up as some sort of shield for his face as he made his way as quickly as possible down the brick path towards the truck that was waiting. In typical Kelsy fashion he had put this off until the very last second and if it weren't for Harvey he would have allowed himself to be taken down with the house anyway. Halfway to the van he remembered the picture. The frame that he had wrapped up in a t-shirt, tucked away with such great care, and that was still sitting on the table just inside front door frame. The people in the truck were waving frantically to him but he turned back and ran to the door, stopping just long enough to grab the picture and tuck it into the completely soaked through backpack. Of all the belongings in the house the only one he went back for didn't even technically belong to him. Yes, he and Harvey shared nearly everything, but the photo was of the other boy's mother. One thing that Kelsy knew he could not, and would not want to live without. There wasn't anything in the house as important as that, he thought, not even the music, which he had put in his bag before he left. The music was what Kelsy would give his life for. What he treasured most. Words written on paper, words that would be gone if he lost the notebooks. Yes, he could remember some of them. He could piece the songs back together like a puzzle, but pieces would be missing. It wouldn't be the same.
By the time he finally made it to the van, Kelsy was certain that there would be harsh words waiting for them. Luckily, the rain was so heavy and the wind was blowing so hard that there wasn't time for Harvey to tell him how stupid he was for going back, or how stupid he was for making them wait so long in the first place. Their eyes met, only for a moment but the moment was long enough. His own gaze was apologetic, enough I'm sorrys to last a lifetime. The sound of metal on metal tore his attention from Harvey and he turned to see the street sign at the end of the block being pulled off of the metal post. There was no time to jump or duck. Instead there was only time to shove Harvey out of the path of the street sign that had become a projectile in the wind. Harvey went backwards into the van, falling through the open panel door and onto his back and Kelsy went down. Everything happened so fast that he hardly had time to feel the pain of the connection. Metal to skin and bone. The force of it knocked his glasses clean off and his hands came up to his face, both pressing tightly over his eyes and his forehead. Before he had a chance to work out in his mind what was going on he felt hands under his arms, hauling him up off of the street and into the van. The panel slid shut and the roaring sound of rain dimmed to a softer beat. Kelsy's heart was racing so hard he could barely hear anything else and he kept his hands were they were. The sound of his own heart was quickly drown out by the rush of blood in his head and the aching throb beneath the palms of his hands. The sign had hit him, he was certain of it now. All he could think about in that moment was that this was the way their band was going to end. The storm would wash them away and no one would ever get to hear their vision.
• Kelsy Rene Devereux; born Feb 14; 21 years old
• Born and raised in New Orleans, Lousiana
• Aspires to be a musician in spite of all of the setbacks in his life
• Currently resides in Key West, Florida, though he plans on touring soon
• Isn't all that well acquainted with one side of his family
• Lived through hurricane Katrina, but lost nearly everything in the storm